Our finger prints don't fade from the lives we've touched

     All people in our life are meant to go at some point. Even if it is a parent that has passed away too soon and you can't stop crying your heart out for years, or a childhood brother/sister starting his/her own life you are not a part of, or a thought to be best friend that isn't calling/writing no more, we all feel their leaving as a fading of stars on our night sky. And there is nothing more scaring as a black night.

     I believe they cross our life paths because they have something important to teach us. Starting from small, trivial things up to what happiness is, we all begin to look at life from a new perspective, which makes them essential to our being.

    And this is what makes them precious, they leave at the right moment. I'm not saying to let it go, because it's going to hurt when it heals too. What I try to tell you is Live in the moments. Say what you feel now, because tomorrow you may not get the chance.

Dedicated to all who have chosen another path in life or are no longer among us.

Why don't you come back tomorrow? I am not ready...

Lots of my friends keep a vicious circle spinning: "Tomorrow I will give up drinking! Tomorrow I will give up smoking! Tomorrow I will change and start a new life."
I am convinced that you haven't heard that just once, it keeps coming and coming till you give up listening. And ironically tomorrow never comes, and even if so, it comes too late... And there isn't much to change, or no time left to start anew. And it seems nobody learns his lesson, or it seems to me that nobody cares. Whiners. As far as I know, everybody starts in life with equal chances. That means that no one is better than you! As M.T. said "Yesterday is gone. Tomorrow has not yet come. We have only today." So stand up, now! make it today! And make it big times!

     

We're just friends

     I barely know her. She doesn't have the looks of the girl I always thought I'd sit next to on a friday evening and lose the notion of time. She's caustic, full of pride. She's the kind of girl that will drive me crazy and on a rainy day I will want to leave. My friends tell me she's not worth it.

     But...
     She's the girl with the most beautiful brown eyes. When I look at her I find peace, I am far away, laying on a white sand beach, at dawn, and a light breeze caresses my face. And those lips... and she's nothing but a smile and a heart. She's the girl I would wake up next to for the rest of my life and never get bored. She's the girl that can always make me smile.
     But you should know upfront, this is not a love story...

    

Sweet start

       Everybody's telling that there is no place like home. But I remember myself feeling happier in a hotel, and as more far from home, as better. I enjoy every walk from my room to the lift, finding myself surrounded by a smell that always makes me comfortable and makes my heart smile, no matter how lost my thoughts are. I enjoy every minute of my loneliness, even being alone in a double-bed room. Ironically I find myself free between those 4 walls. Maybe its because they have no memories attached to. That's the place where yesterday doesn't exist and tomorrow doesn't matter. And all that counts is this moment. And it scares me to death. What if this moment will last forever? Nobody's calling, nobody's writing, nobody's at the door. Silence. I forget about everything and everybody I knew back, yesterday. Everything is fading slowly, memories, outdoor noises, even time. That's when my soul finds peace and I struggle no more with myself.