We're just friends

     I barely know her. She doesn't have the looks of the girl I always thought I'd sit next to on a friday evening and lose the notion of time. She's caustic, full of pride. She's the kind of girl that will drive me crazy and on a rainy day I will want to leave. My friends tell me she's not worth it.

     But...
     She's the girl with the most beautiful brown eyes. When I look at her I find peace, I am far away, laying on a white sand beach, at dawn, and a light breeze caresses my face. And those lips... and she's nothing but a smile and a heart. She's the girl I would wake up next to for the rest of my life and never get bored. She's the girl that can always make me smile.
     But you should know upfront, this is not a love story...

    

Sweet start

       Everybody's telling that there is no place like home. But I remember myself feeling happier in a hotel, and as more far from home, as better. I enjoy every walk from my room to the lift, finding myself surrounded by a smell that always makes me comfortable and makes my heart smile, no matter how lost my thoughts are. I enjoy every minute of my loneliness, even being alone in a double-bed room. Ironically I find myself free between those 4 walls. Maybe its because they have no memories attached to. That's the place where yesterday doesn't exist and tomorrow doesn't matter. And all that counts is this moment. And it scares me to death. What if this moment will last forever? Nobody's calling, nobody's writing, nobody's at the door. Silence. I forget about everything and everybody I knew back, yesterday. Everything is fading slowly, memories, outdoor noises, even time. That's when my soul finds peace and I struggle no more with myself.